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Sunday, December 06, 2009
yo! time for some updates.
have been damn occupied with work and outing with friends. i couldn't believe that mh actually worked OT for her job. but it seems like it is inevitable during the payroll period. taking care of the payroll of 500 people wasn't as easy as i thought. however calculating some of their pays were actually quite challenging. there was times when i couldn't figure out why the system shows that amount but after awhile of cracking my brain, i finally got the idea. and wooo i felt like i'd solved a difficult maths question.
on top of that, i've a really bad cough for more than a week already. not sure whether it's the environment or what which caused that. i guess everyone who shared the same bus with me wanna kill me badly as i'm basically a germs spreading machine. well going home by bus is really sian to max since there's like jams everywhere especially on rainy days. and i was always rushing home to catch the 7pm mediacorp drama. i always have to miss at least 15 minutes of the show. 
i got so tired everyday that i hardly got online and fall asleep before 12 everyday. work is taking alot of my precious time away. but still, i'm glad that i could go enjoy with some friends occasionally. went singing at the csc last wed and due to my stupid cough i only sang like 3 songs. one thing i'll never forget, his singing was totally mesmerizing.
as usual friday was a dinner and chilling night. was supposed to dine at little india but due to my adamant objection, we had dinner at bugis sakae instead. haha. who wants some indian cuisine on a nice friday? mango sago at ah chew followed by crapping session at BB mcdonald's. couldn't believe we're singing like nobody's business there. was recollecting about some classic old songs like '999 roses'. lol.
yesterday was board game session at the usual place and a few of us had froggy porridge for supper. to my surprise they liked it too! shall have more of froggy for supper. hehe. at the rate that i'm eating and not exercising at all, i'm actually on the path of a pig already. shall shall shall go swimming or jogging soon. 
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Saturday, November 21, 2009
at last, i don't feel like quitting my job after four days of work. that's very unexpected of mh, many people think like that i guessed.
initially i was quite worried that something like the indian shipping company case will happen again. thank god it didn't. the people in my department are mostly aunties with only another young lady but too bad we've different lunch time. going lunch with aunties was quite sian as i've no common topics with them so i rather eat alone. i shall bring a book with me for lunch next time. don't feel sad for me because i don't think it's sad in any case. if only i went into the AP/GL department, there's so many young people there. grrr.
i was doing craps and learning things as and when they're free to teach me. i didn't feel as boring as the previous jobs. perhaps because of my 'kpo' nature, i'm quite happy to be in this section of the department. i have access to super confidential things in the organization and i'm enjoying it. lol. and doctor's pay are more overwhelming than i used to thought. alot more actually. no wonder doctors stay in bungalows and drive posh cars.
having dinner and crapping on a nice friday after work is great. especially when the dinner is yummy frog porridge. ohh something crap happened yesterday. xl and i bought a mr bean ice cream cone each. i was delighted as the ice cream was more and bigger than usual. after three times of licking, the whole ice cream dropped on the ground. my heart was aching totally! many people laughed too. 
aftermath was playing monopoly and game of life at the kopitiam near my house. lol. we looked quite stupid but really enjoyed it. played till 2.am before heading home and dropped dead on bed.
i've been seeing very little of my dear mummy recently. mainly because she started her noodle business again and i'd started working. i shall spend more time with her in the weekends.
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Saturday, November 14, 2009
hi!
my brother have this photo program which is able to sort out all the photos which have my face. what's more, it's able to arrange the faces from date to date. apparently we discovered that i was fattest at 2007 especially when i started working in LG. i didn't realize i was so fat until the program compared the pictures!!! my face was like stuffed with packets of cottons! but it was for a reason i guess. after my o levels i went to pastamania to work as a part time crew. that should be the time when i was growing tremendously fat like nobody's business. i was basically leading a pig's life. eating and sleeping late every night as well as waking up late and only work occasionally because it was a stupid part-time job.
back to leading my pig's life again since i graduated. gonna start on my third job soon. grrr. i'm like a joke. i really really and sincerely hope that it'll be suitable for me lah. looking for a job isn't fun and it's discouraging me totally.
i went to a medical check up which the new job required on wednesday. i don't understand why but there's a freaking need for a blood test and my face turned white when i was the needle. the doctor kept assuring me that 'i'm using the smallest needle', 'your veins are quite nice for drawing blood'. wtf. it didn't really helps. somehow it wasn't even half as pain as i thought it would be. but i felt damn tired after losing a tube of blood and i napped for 3 hours. zzz.
been meeting the primary school clique alot recently mainly because of mr soto, the canada boy and future doctor. after he left singapore in primary five we haven't met for so many years! he's so tall to the extent that i've to raise my head to speak to him. and he's not as irritating like he was in primary school. lol.
meet the xxl's clique to dine at bukit timah just now. we were all talking about maplestory when peter imitated how the orange mushroom act normally as well as when it got hit. it was DAMN funny lah. i couldn't stop LOL-ing. the fact is he totally look like the orange mushroom.
that's all for now. adios~
Posted at 12:36 am by me
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Saturday, October 24, 2009
firstly i would like to complain about some freaking recruitment agencies.
if anyone of you have been searching for jobs before, you should know that many of those jobs posted in those job portal were posted by freaking agencies. they would post jobs with attractive descriptions and/or salary and you'll happily send your application in. next day they would just call you and ask you whether you would like a temp job for the moment.
i got so so so so so frustrated with some agents to the extent that i feel like shouting at them. yes i understand that they're doing their work and trying to help, but trying to push some nobody-want temp jobs to me isn't helping me! what gain some experience and look for jobs while working at the same time. all are craps and bullshits. i don't freaking need some data entry nor filing experience. neither it is convenient to look for jobs while working. what's even worse is after i made it clear to some freaking agents that i want perm jobs, they still recommend temp jobs and tell me why i should go for it. am i wrong to say that they're a bunch of craps?!
that's not all. what really made my blood boils is, when they ask me what's my expected salary i'll tell them my usual answer. at least two of them exclaimed, 'oh that's vy high you know???'. what's the freaking meaning of this??? i felt very insulted by their words and i don't think that in any sense i'm worth less than that. they should freaking get it that some other companies are offering more than what i expected! damn them.
actually i was always worried about not being able to find a job. but
seeing all my primary school friends are still happily schooling in
their second or third year of poly, i suddenly feel relieved again.
haha. anyway i'd found a job. somehow i can't find the excitement of finding a new job. perhaps the disappointment of the previous job killed the high that i'll always have for a new job. humph. just hope that it'll be suitable for me.
alright, that's all for the moment! feel so better after complaining. recently i've been feeling happy everyday despite the fact that i was jobless for a while. same goes to my mum ever since she stopped working downstairs. i hope that.. people around me can always be happy. because life is really short and fragile, no point wasting life feeling sad or constantly worrying about things. so just stay happy and smile~
Posted at 03:33 pm by me
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Saturday, October 17, 2009
Monday, October 05, 2009
the problem with my internet connection is getting on my LAST nerves. it's like we're paying for something that couldn't be used. every night from 9.30 pm onwards i'll be having difficulties surfing net and it's frustrating to the extent that i'm venting my anger on my poor old laptop. so before 9.30p.m comes i shall faster do a little update.
the last mid-autumn festival was the best i'd ever! the family had a little bbq gathering near my house. bro's girlfriend and friend joined us. it was raining when we just started bbq-ing but still we managed to continue by holding a umbrella. we must looked like jokes that day. bbq-ing on a raining day. haha! but it was really fun and the food were yummy. after the bbq, a few of us stayed to play board games, walking around with lanterns and played with candles and fire sparklers. it's been a long long time since i carried a lantern and my favourite bugs bunny lantern which my mum bought me many years ago was burnt accidentally. but overall it was a really fun day! alright that shall be all temporary. i still can't find any mood to talk about my job. soon i guess. 
Posted at 09:38 pm by me
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Tuesday, September 29, 2009
it's 3.43 a.m now and i'm feeling very energetic now. shit. i knew shouldn't drink coke just now. coke contains caffeine and never fail to keep me from falling alseep. grrrr.
it's my last few days of being able to sleep and wake up late and slacking at home. i shall cherish the time! i feel nervous and excited about officially entering the society to work. yes though i had several jobs before, i always treated them as craps and would always remind myself it's just temporary job; i could leave if i was not happy. now it's not the same anymore. i'm working for money, experience and everything can't be treated as kiddy jokes anymore.
it's almost a month since the last semester ended. i'm missing school already. not that sickening management house, but the feeling of going to school, attending lectures and hanging out with friends.
shall try to sleep now.
Posted at 03:43 am by me
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Monday, September 28, 2009
i'd offically completed my diploma!
usually the day of results releasing i would be sitting in front of my laptop waiting for 5pm to strike. but that day i was on my way home from an interview. one of the companies which interviewed me even called and ask me to let them know about my results. and immediately i went to the portal to check it and damn, the portal was like down for 45 minutes. i felt like shouting out loud that time. and phew, after knowing i passed isb i felt that the world is really beautiful again.
honestly i confirmed that i would flunk my isb if they didnt moderate it. i was quite sure i scored less than 40 marks. thank god sim knows they shouldn't fail people for sure a lame module.
alrigh i'd been searching for jobs frantically since my last paper ended and i did something seriously bad. i went for several job interviews. company A called me one day to offer me a job. thinking that other companies wouldn't call me, i accepted company A's offer without giving much thoughts. after signing the contract and one day before i was supposed to start work, company B offered me a job. and to my considerations, company B's offer is obviously more appealing. so the day which i started work with company A i told them the truth. and well i think i was sort of blacklisted by them. sigh. i really didn't expect such thing to happen on my first official job search.
now that i'd reached my third stage of successfully finding a job, i really hope this job would be suitable for me and can last me at least a year or two.
i always felt remorseful immediately after i was rude to my mum. i can be such a disrespectful idiot sometimes. but i only hope she know what the family is always saying and doing to her is for her own good. we don't want her to get bullied by anyone outside. well, i shall treat her better and better each day. i shall step on anyone who bullies her.
today's her 54th birthday! i wish she'll be happy everyday. we had a feast just now to celebrate it. she got a nice pair of gold earrings and ang baos from the family. i feel bad for not getting her a gift as i'm too broke. i shall make it up to her when i get my first salary. alright that's all. adios~
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Tuesday, September 08, 2009
DMS is officially over!! provided i pass isb, lah. haha.
let me firstly talk about the damn isb paper. by the way isb stands for 'information systems for business'. i could swear it's the lamest module ever and i really don't see the need of including such module in the diploma! alright as usual we gave all our trusts to the lecturer for his tips and ended up more than half of the things in the paper wasn't included in the tips. imagine questions like 'what is cookies?' how the hell IT idiots like me would know?lots of people were whining after the paper. but well it's still our own faults for not covering the rest of the notes. let's just pray that we will pass this freaking module. the only good thing is marco and law papers are rather easy.
it's the end of the 15 months dms. the thought of no more going back to the management house made me feel high. i guess i'll only miss the times i'd there with the clique. no more slacking and crapping in lecture halls anymore. no more walking of out school bitching together anymore. no more complaining how expensive the foods in the cafe are anymore. haha. i really miss those times. even if we all go to uol together, things would still be different. well i shall keep the fond memories with me. i'm currently desparate for a job! i don't wanna waste my life slacking at home. but really, the process of finding a job sucks. imagine you'll have to wait for calls for interviews. and after interview you'll have to worry whether they want you or not. even if you're finally employed, the job might not be suitable. ahhhh. i wanna go back to primary five!as we go on~ we remember~ all the times~ we had together~
Graduation by vitamin C
the lyrics are really meaningful.well, back to job searching and dragonball GT on pps again.
Posted at 06:28 pm by me
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Friday, August 14, 2009
it seemed and felt so real. in the dream i was walking with a someone whom i don't know who was he. we were walking towards a building with carpark and rooms which i couldn't make out what place it was. apparently i'd prepared a surprise for him and told him to wait for me at the car park first. not long after we parted there came a super huge storm which caused him to disappear forever and left me crying like hell there. i woke up in tears on my own bed in my bedroom. i ran to my parents bedroom and slept like usual; and all these actually took place in a dream. it's so contradicting to have a dream when you're in a dream.
the second episode. i was back to this previous workplace of mine and was shouted by the superior like no tomorrow. surprisingly i didn't cry, i was shouting back at him and stormed out of the workplace after that. i guess in reality i'm not that cool but well it was shiok being so cool even in a dream.
i'm not sure why, but i dream everyday without fail. my brother said it's because my brain is too empty which gives it ample space for crap imaginations and that explains for the nonsensical dreams i'd. but i'm actually glad that i do dream so often. at least dreams are able to cheer me up when reality lets me down sometimes. which in another way is not a very good thing either. i felt lost and disappointed when i woke up from a nice dream and relieved when waking up from a nightmare. if some dreams are prophecy, i wonder what ithey're trying to tell me.
it was nice to meet up with people whom i'd not meet for ages! met don and melvin yesterday and we'd a drink somewhere. melvin hasn't lost his sense of humour and don is still as skinny as ever. we reminisced a little about the past. i miss the time when i just started work at lg. that was the most enjoyable period there.
handed in the last assignment today. it's offically the last assignment of the diploma! provided we pass this sem lah. haha. we held a mini birthday celebration for qinglin at swensens today. was glad that she enjoyed it. my song of moment currently - i'll be there by micheal jackson.
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